What is your twin flame story?
14.06.2025 20:29
Still,it didn't work.
I don't even know how to explain it,
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
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The replacement was my lookalike
I know you've accepted this love .
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
I felt beautiful inside n out
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
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Didn't put any thought into it,
I never lost words to say to him
It was in my happiest era
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I will always love you.
Well,
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
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I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
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Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Why am I so tired of the keto diet?
Everything had gone.
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
As an atheist don't you really feel fear for committing sins which are not violating national laws?
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
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Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
Live long !!
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I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
I have no regrets 😊 😊
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SO,
This was happening fast
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
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Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
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Love n light.
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It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
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Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
I wish you nothing but the very best
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It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
It's like my blood pressure was high
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
NOW,
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
He questioned why I loved him,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
The panic was real,
Forever n ever n ever!
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
But now,
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
Like a wild fire spreading fast
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
To my surprise,
We became each other's focus project and aim.
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
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I too looked for ways to make him jealous
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He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
N though, you might not know about tfs,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
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Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
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( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
He complained about me messing up his life ,
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
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It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
What I saw in him ,
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
At this moment,
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
When he realized who he was,
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
My body temperature unbalanced
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
Blessings
That I was a beautiful woman
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
U understand who we are in your own way
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
When you're loved right, you bloom!
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,